Sunday, May 16, 2010

Trying to Find Peace








It can be awfully hard in life to find peace. The love of my life came and went in a flash because he disappeared once again. When he came back he assumed I had moved on which wasn't entirely true. Now I have because I have no choice. My only hope is that John and I will meet in our next lives together and know each other for the soul mates we are. A friend, I'm not sure if I mentioned has walked away from a good friendship because his loyalties always were with others. I have turned my back because if a friend cannot be loyal when you are in the riight what kind of friend is he? Recently he seems to be turning towards me to renew our friendship. I am ambialent. At this time I am refusing that friendship. His friendship in the past brought me much harm. Recently someone was trying to comfort me about an issue but I was so sure I'd be found in the wrong I was defending myself. I didn't even realize i was being comforted in my upset. These paintings were done for where I volunteer. they are also an effort on finding peace. Soothing flowers and soothing colours. Here's to peace and finding harmony.
Blooms of spring
Joy of beauty
Peace becoming



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