Tuesday, April 20, 2010

An ending, trying to leave the blood and hurt behind

Paintings of pain and passion. All things bleed better my art than me. This is, obviously, one of my weirder pieces. Very surreal. It started a painting that actually would have hung the other way with the short side down. Towards the end of painting it, well call me crazy-YOU'RE CRAZY!! someone yells, but it spoke to me and i realized it belongs this way. Blood, staring empty eyes, blood covered daggers, the pain of my heart. My life has been weird fro the past year. I won't go into details but suffice to say that I was hurting and a man said he wanted to help me...he then well he emotionally battered me in the guise of help. Not quite sure what to do about him.

On the plus side I recently met a man online who seems perfect for me. I've learnt that as a strong woman I need a strong man, not one I can overpower but one who can overpower me (in a good way not an abusing way). More on him in the next post.


Through pain and regret
I scream in rage
Hating him
For making me hate me
I screamed as my heart tumbled
Falling to the ground
Pain all around
I cry
Knowing he's gone
I cry
Because I'm glad he left
Heartache and regret
These surround me
He should have been
A better man
He may not return
For this I'm glad
He may return
For this I'm glad
I'll miss my friend

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