Tuesday, April 20, 2010

New Beginning, a Better me

I aim to be a better me. Can I do it? I don't know. I do know I'm going to try. It's been a bad couple ofyears with much sorrow, the mood swings have been hell. People I love have come and gone from my life. Some have drifted away, some I drove away. Some people just disappaer without rhyme or reason.
I've been lucky. I have wonderful people in my life. Some like Mir, who's online but when she saw I was drinking too much gave me a shake. I stopped thanks to her. Kuy who's just there always with a smile and love. Jewels,as she would say the voice in my head when I need it. Raya, always full of love. These women are sisters of my heart. They give me love and support. I love them dearly. Pictured here are five vases with flowers...one for each of us. These were done for a fund raiser where I volunteer. A spring theme, I'm tryin not to beeld any more.

In my last blog I mentioned a man. We met online and there was a spark. A love that could go places. -chuckles- Of course I have to meet a man half way across the world. He's an aussie so if our love goes places I guess one of us will too. He's the sort of man who can be strong without being a bully. The sort who knows when to let me be srtong and take the lead. It's all new and fresh but for the first time in a long time I feel hope.



































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